Truest.

Things certaintly have changed.

I appreciate the little note and you’re right things have changed. We haven’t talked in so long. Sometimes I do just want to say hi and see how you’ve been but idk. I just can’t.

You think you know who you are and “I don’t think I’m any good for you”?….please stop. That doesn’t help. At all.

“People come up to me telling me about stuff that no longer concerns me”….hmm. Why am I not surprised. What is it that they say? Be honest. I would love to hear some of those things one day but you can choose whatever to believe. People will always talk. I always heard you had been saying stuff about me but its whatever. Just remember only one person knows the most about me and that’s me.

People tell me stuff about you too. Always do, but its whatever. I guess like you said. Doesn’t concern me.

I may seem happy but that’s because I’m trying. Trying hard. I’m focusing on school, my job, family, and that’s all.

In all honestly, I hope this isn‘t the last goodbye…not like this. Not on some stupid tumblr posts. I don’t mind being friends. I always be here for you no matter what. Just remember that but we will see what the future holds.

But just keep doing your best. Never stop. Never let anyone put you down. YOU keep trying to become something in life. I still have faith in you always. I hope you’re doing well and I hope everyone in your family is doing well.

Sincerely,

Cacadoosh.

I’m starting to see now how much I’ve grown and matured.

I just don’t go for bullshit no more.

I don’t let people waste my time.

I’m not afraid to speak out.

I’ve been handling certain situations well,

And I still keep smiling and don’t let anyone put a frown on my face.

Realizing so many things and regretting a lot but hey thats life for you. Just got to keep moving on.

Oh another thing that is starting to get me mad is the fact that people keep telling me that he stays writing on his twitter how he is talking to another girl/girls or whatever and how everyone thinks he’s doing it to make me mad/jealous.

Uhm obviously I still follow him on twitter. Obviously I’ve seen it.

I. Don’t. Care.

So stop.

All this prom stuff is stressing me out -__-

If people don’t stop asking me who I’m taking and why I haven’t asked anyone yet I’m gonna scream.

Let me be!………but I really do need a prom date.

Yes I’ve had people ask me at school but idk I just don’t see myself going with them.